There's No Tomorrow!!

I put the gun in my head and pulled the trigger.
For the hundredth time I thought, there , I may be better .
Is there something that I seek?
Is there a way to know what I need ?

I crossed the way.
I walked in the less traveled by .
I won't live to see another day
I stopped to find that I was stray.

In that place ,

I stood frozen in my place while my heart was racing.
Tongue-tied while my adrenaline was highly pumping .
I was losing my identity.
I thought ,I would never live for eternity.

Troubled I was.
Barely breathing with the too little air around.
I was definitely drowning in the Ocean.
I lost every hope and I couldn't look forward.

This loneliness was eating me inside.
Now the whole world know what I lost.
Walking in parallel lines where there is no end to arrive .
Surrounded by darkness, no where to hide.

But I'll have to accept that what will come, will go.
Tomorrow always brings hope which we all know,
it might never comes.
It might never appears .


In that way,

No matter how fast I ran, I couldn't catch up to it.
No matter how loud I called, no one there ever listened.
No matter how much I fought, but to no avail.
No matter how I screamed , no one felt my pain.

Is there something that I can't see?
''it's just a matter of time I'm sure "
sound came from the back of my head.
sound always make me feel someone's near .

Am I still alive?
Do I confusing my dreams with reality?

Confusion is suffocating me, I'm up to my head now !!

I won't live to see another day
Am I just like her, or her like me?
Is there a lesson to learn?
A new reason to live?

I hope so ..